really. just one of those days that your perfectly fine one minute, then in a horrible rage the next. most call that pmsing, but for me right now, i'm not sure. i think just a hormonal imblance. my mood swings are out of wack. but most of this day i've been moody, and i'm sorry if i ignore anyone at some point. i'm just not myself right now. there have been several points today i about burst into tears. carmer was a bitch to me today. i know she hates me now. i talk too much, and i know i annoyed the hell outta some people today with it. that's why at some point i just shut myself up. i really should do that more often. not as many complaints about talking and i don't piss anyone off. it works out for everyone. horray. but yeah. so if i am moody for a while. it seems like if one thing goes wrong i'll be in a pissed off mood. i really want to become anti-social for part of the day, but really i just want to talk about anything to anyone, or read. i have a strong urge to read. that and to tear things to shreds. paper is fun to shred. specially with siscors. hehe. make the pieces smaller and smaller. great stress reliever. but yeah. need to get out of this house, play some tennis. i've been deprived for too long. that's all i've really wanted to do lately. it's also a great stress reliever. find a wall or someone to hit with and just smack the ball back and fourth across the court. i do that a lot during the tennis season when i get pissed at something. but yeah. i'm rambling, i hate what i do that. so i think i'll shut myself up for the rest of the night, maybe icons later if i feel like it. need to finish the project i've been working on. need to have it done by friday. cause, you know: it is a b-day gift.
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